my NOW is beautiful

My journey all this while has been stupendous.

The only thing that rushes between the heart and the mind is thoughts..

Whatever i ever ran from, stood right in front of my eyes running through my veins, though luckily it never had a chance to miss me.

I had found my calling this time!! i learned to accept life, the bitter truths, the harsh realities.

While i was away from this calling, I learned swimming, kayaking, quilling paper art, exercising so i can touch my feet standing, i learned to wear warmest jacket in winters, i learned things about my own self too ...  Road ahead is singing, some instrument maybe and Tattoo.

My guilt got me pain, but it brought me closer to life when i set my thoughts freed. Joy of life dznt come only from human relationships. It is the light within that gives u the spark. Well right said in "Into the wild", when you forgive, you love. I HAVE BEEN COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO FORGIVE.

Everyone around me is so proud of what i have become as a person NOW. 

I feel i am liberated...not running, not knowing, not so interested in materials, just peace by my side.