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i have been floating wd emotions with the advent of winters....

summers marked the pretty season..winters are here to shine. i seem to have had my fill with almost everything..but i strive for more each moment.....here is my now and then..xx

sitting pretty in the lobby of my house feels diff each day each passing moment.. i sit here waiting for voices from the road 'phool paudhe' / 'sabzi le lo..aalo gobhi bhindi gazar' or be it 'chain vala'..its a diff voice every 15mins. i have been listening to them over some months now. they come at diff times and their voices differ every second time they shout their product.

thats how life is. i am sitting and writing but wasnt doing the same yesterday. i didnt get the same call.. mum didnt ask me to eat sweets.. sun wasnt this bright.. such is my life. its moving on though with similar instances.

last winters i was happy to spend winters home but this regular feature year and year again is making me vulnerable to negate. however, human is such a contradictory creature. i feel this sadness or lonliness but keep myself busy with the company of others, sing along the shores of thoughts, dance with terrenze from nachle ve :). its so wierd these many repeatedly clicks on the facebook log-in doesn't call for service however my desktop went for service twice.

the jobs and trips, the shopping and hopping, merries and cherries, diners club or barbeque nation, everything seems to be on hold. but i move on merrily unnoticing and keeping my steps on the stairs of positivity.

i am waiting for times to change for it is not far. amen!